Blinding

No more dreaming about the past. Yes things happen for a reason, but no we are not supposed to reminisce about them. It is called moving oon, taking it one day at a time, a second as it comes by. Trying not rush the process of self preservation and healing. Keeping yourself strong when you know that you can't go on matters more to most than getting along with volumes of people. There reaches a moment in your life when all you can do is take the pain and hurt and turn it into your ally. Shower yourself in it and let go. It's no use fighting it when it happens at times but what more can we say. A short ugly fellow said it once and boldly he said it, "Never forget who you are the world will not. Wear it like a suit of armor, own it and be proud and it can never be used against you." Wise words coming from a dwarf or should I say an old man with a message being passed oon to us. Worst of all never forget those that hurt you, one day the axes of the earth will shift and give you the choice to either take vengenance or stay your hand.

I've failed to do the latter and former of the two. I don't forgive and I never will but I'll pay a blind eye to an insult for when it suits me best.